I Wonder

I wonder what goes through your head when you think of me. When you see a picture of me or even when you look in the mirror. What do you say when people ask you. I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, but what happens when my head conflicts with my heart? What's the difference between Us? Not You & I. But Me & Them. Are you still expecting anything from me or have you removed all desires like I have? This feels like some sort of Tango. I dance. You dance. We dance. Then BOOM. Your solo. In which you do your dance & walk off the floor & leave me dripping in abandonement. I always wonder what you're thinking after the song ends.

Abandonement

How should I feel when I'm cast out? When my life is a revolving door. Or like a never ending stairway to acceptance. Every step I take is farther away from my goal. What do I do when I feel like my best isn't enough. Should I give them my worst? Should I turn my back on them?

The Push & Pull

I Hate you today to Love you tomorrow. I break you down only to build you up. I hurt you only to dress the wounds afterward. Your salty tears are sweet victory to me. Sometimes I push you away to pull you back again. All I ask is that you continue to play My Game.